his latest trick is taking swigs of maple syrup from the fridge.
running makes me strong and capable, on my own schedule
my sister lorie is an inspiring athlete who introduced me to running almost 10 years ago, starting out with the beginner “run five minutes and walk a minute” and working your way up. about six months in, i ran my first 5k road race and loved it. racing is fun because you’re part of a group enjoying the outdoors and smiling at people cheering you on. more recently, i’ve participated in trail races where you navigate some hills and rough paths through the forest. it’s unbelievably beautiful. and the race vibe is so fun and friendly, like everybody wins no matter when you cross the finish line.
i’m happy, though, to just run by myself in my neighbourhood, heading out the door for a quick 5k. i’ve always liked setting my own schedule, so running is like self-care i can control and make a health deposit with on my terms. plus, you can make it as hard as you want it to be, depending on how fast or how far you want to go. that really works for me. i like to feel energized, and running does that in spades. it’s helped me cope with the lows of my depression (self-diagnosed until i opened up to my doctor two years ago).
and as i’ve learned over the years, you can’t eliminate stress from your life, but you can counter it with relaxation in whatever form works best for you. some people get that me-time with a hot bath or a great book (i like these too), but adding in the effort of running makes it an overall self-care win for me.
self-care can be moving meditation
there are days, of course, when i don’t feel like going out, but it’s the kind of thing where once i start moving, i’m good. when you find that rhythm, there’s a point where i think to myself, ‘i can just keep on going.’ it can be a kind of moving meditation where i absolutely relax, focus on my breath, and put one springing foot in front of the other. it makes me feel alive, strong, and capable.