what were the side-effects of the chemotherapy?
between the chemo injections and the chemo pills they give you this great big, long list [of possible side-effects]. pretty much everything possible is on it. but maybe just because of the drug combination or whatever, i had very few side-effects. i didn’t really lose any hair, which is good because both my brothers are bald.
but what i found was about two or three days after the chemo, i was just laid out with no energy. just dragged myself out of bed, dragged myself around the house. it was a struggle to make just a bowl of soup and have a bowl of soup for lunch or dinner, and that lasted for maybe a day to 36 hours. then i [would start] bouncing back.
the further i got into chemo, the lower my energy levels would go. my boss and i would go out and play men’s night golf on tuesday nights, and by the end of those nine holes i was dragging my a** to get back in the cart and i just needed to go sit down somewhere. all through last spring and summer as the chemo treatments were going on, i could get out in my yard and do a little bit, but if i overdid it, i’d get nauseated and start throwing up — so i had to be very careful.
the other thing i would get is what they call brain fog. literally could not remember anything. if i talked to somebody and made an appointment, i had to write it down as they’re giving me the date and time and then immediately put it into my phone with a reminder, because if i tried it after the phone call, i couldn’t remember the date and time or i mixed them all up. and being able to read a book? forget it. after two or three pages i couldn’t even follow the story or recall what i had read. now, i’m a lot better with the cognitive function, but i’m still mixing up words occasionally or blanking on words.
towards the end of chemo [i] got neuropathy in my hands and feet; they say it’s a common side-effect. the drugs really mess with the peripheral nerves in your body, so it’s this tingling feeling in your hands and your feet that is non-stop. through the latter half of august, september, october, early november, i [would] drop a fork or knife if i was eating or i [would] drop my toothbrush. and then, because your feet are numb, you can’t feel your balance points. look at little toddlers learning how to stand and walk; they’re rocking back and forth and side to side all the time because they’re their brain is training their body how to compensate. well, that’s what it’s like when your feet go numb, because your brain can’t feel your balance point. so, you get up and you stagger around in the morning when you first get up, or, if you’ve been sitting for a while and get up quickly and try moving, you kind of stagger around … you kind of learn how to how to accommodate it, but where i find it’s most difficult is in the shower, when you’re rinsing soap out of your hair and shut your eyes. without the visual cue my balance gets really wonky. so, the only way i can keep it together is put an elbow on the wall and have a have a solid point to lean against.