“the political atmosphere here has been challenging,” she says. “there’s this huge political and societal push to live like normal, and if you don’t, you are actually at risk of being attacked physically, or certainly bullied. but i’m living in isolation to protect my life.”
despite taking precautions, hanson has contracted covid three times. she evaded the virus until april 2022, after sitting masked on a partially-enclosed patio chatting with the mother of one of her children’s friends for about 20 minutes. two days later her friend had covid, and soon after, so did she.
at that time, paxlovid — an antiviral pill that can reduce the risk of hospitalization and death in high-risk people — was only available in alberta to people who got a positive result on a pcr test within five days of infection. because hanson’s doctor was away, she couldn’t access a pcr test in that brief window.
that first experience was by far the worst, hanson says. after an acute phase that lasted about four weeks, she started having trouble breathing, as well as brief fevers, each lasting about 20 minutes. she began waking up in the middle of the night with a frighteningly rapid heart rate and crushing chest pain. she went to the emergency room several times, but they could never find anything wrong.
“eventually i just gave up and lived with it,” she says, adding that she still regularly experiences the rapid heartbeat, along with shortness of breath and chest pain — symptoms of
long covid, which have only worsened each time she contracted the virus.
the second and third infections happened twice more over the summer — once in july and again, just four weeks later, in august. she was able to get paxlovid both times, which “made a world of difference,” she says. still, there are symptoms that have remained. walking a short distance, like from her bedroom to her bathroom, is a major struggle and can cause shortness of breath. she can no longer braid her hair, since lifting her arms above her head causes her heart rate to spike.