it was a simple waist-and-shoulder sash, and i remember the way the buckle fit together. the small ritual of fastening it, and pinning the metal “safety patrol” badge to my jacket, before stepping out into the street.
i don’t remember much else. not the specific intersections, or the weather, or even the faces.
but i remember the badge and belt.
and i’m aware, now, what it meant — even if i didn’t fully understand it then — to step into traffic and raise a hand, trusting that the drivers coming toward you would stop.
on wednesday morning, i walked up to hopewell school to say hello to andrew spicer, now in his 11th year as a crossing guard.
i’d met him a year ago while working on a column about people whose jobs take them out into the worst of winter. at the time, he told me he’d twice been struck by vehicles.
on wednesday, he told me the crossing guard community was feeling a “huge loss.”
it’s not a job people do for the money, he said. they do it for the community. and they don’t expect this to happen.
spicer greets everyone — not just the students he shepherds across bank and sunnyside each day, but parents, neighbours, passersby. there’s a rhythm to it, a familiarity. for many children, a crossing guard is the first school-related adult they see at the start of their day. a smile, a word, a small moment of recognition, can make all the difference in a youngster’s day.
crossing guards do a job that is both ordinary and extraordinary. they step into traffic and stand between moving vehicles and small children. they are, in the simplest and most literal sense, protectors.
and yet we treat their presence as routine. expected. almost invisible.
on tuesday, as i drove past those intersections, i found myself slowing a little more than usual. not because of enforcement or signage, but because i was suddenly aware of the person standing there — of what they were doing, of the trust we place in them, and the responsibility that we carry in return.