fourteen months into the pandemic, with more vaccines on the horizon and brighter days ahead, a group of ottawa nurses say they are more vulnerable than ever to contracting covid-19 and are terrified.the nurses, who have asked not to be identified to protect their jobs, are pleading with officials for a second dose of covid-19 vaccine urgently, saying the high numbers of seriously ill covid-19 patients in hospitals is putting them at increasing risk. just last week, a nurse in the hard-hit peel region died as a result of covid-19.“we are scared. we are worried about dying,” said one of the nurses. “we would like to have as much protection against it as possible.”their fears have heightened in recent weeks with record numbers of covid-19 patients in ontario hospitals and staff being asked to redeploy as many programs and services have been paused to deal with the influx. the nurses say they are more likely to be working directly with covid-19 patients now than ever.“if we are not fully protected and redeployed to places that primarily treat covid patients, we will start dropping like flies,” said one. “if we want nurses to take care of these patients, we need to make sure they are protected.”the nurse said the government would find it easier to bring health-care workers back from retirement to help “if they knew the government would take care of them.” instead, she said, many are now leaving the profession.one of them sent an email to premier doug ford explaining the situation and asking that nurses be fully vaccinated. she received a form letter about the government’s vaccination rollout in response.“i showed it to some nurses on our floor and they were appalled and at the same time not surprised that our government didn’t even take the time to read a very specific email about healthcare workers.”she and the others said they are sick of being called heroes and just want to know the government has their backs.the ottawa nurses are not the first to plead for second doses for hospital staff.the head of the university of ottawa heart institute, dr. thierry mesana, has urged the provincial government to fully vaccinate all front-line workers, saying a four-month gap between doses is putting them, and the entire health system, at too much risk.earlier this spring and late winter there were several deadly covid-19 outbreaks at hospitals in ottawa in which partially vaccinated health workers, as well as patients, became infected.cardiologists from across the country have joined in the call for full vaccination of front-line workers.the province says that it is following the guidance of naci, the national advisory committee on immunization, that the second dose can be delayed for up to four months.messana, and others, say that delay makes sense for people who don’t face direct risk of covid, in order to get a wider swath of the population vaccinated sooner. but for health workers, he said, it does not make sense, as cases in ottawa hospitals and elsewhere have shown.